The past 4 months of my life have not been the easiest, and you could probably argue they have been the hardest. I find myself going through some changes, but the hardest part has been having to accept the changes that have gone in my life. See, my family is going through two really difficult situations, and most of the members of my family have been acting like a caitiff person would, this causes a derogatory of them in my eyes. Not only are my family's cowardly actions a problem, but between Physics, Calculus, AP English and AP Spanish I feel like my head is going to explode. Truth be told my grades have dropped because I can't dedicate enough time to my school work, not only because it is too much, but because I spend at least one night a week in school in class meetings, and these meetings have this special talent to be held on the days that I have most homework or more classes to study from.
Other than school work and family problems I also feel like there is nobody I can turn to. I know I haven't been the most affable person lately, and have showed animosity towards most of my friends, so I feel like I've pushed them away. I don't blame them for averting me, but this same feeling has made me feel like I'm just falling deeper and deeper into my hole of desperation.
I guess this is probably a bit too personal to write on here, but lately I find myself to not be so conscientious as to where I talk about my problems, but if I didn't let all of this somehow I was going to blow up.
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